As’salam to you and hi to you… Its been a while.. How are you guys doing? This is my first time blogging via iphone bear with me klu ada slh silap 🙂 many uncertain things are running in my life right now.. Sometimes i become too tired to chase.. I become too weak to keep believing.. But i just have to have at least a tiny faith.. Always have faith in Him.. Tawakkal.. Kalau sudah rezeki inda ke mana.. Sama2lah kita berdoa ah.. Amin3 🙂 will update soon for any good news :)))


As days go by… as people starting to grow up… as what seems to be doesn’t seem to be anymore… when things change without our conscience…… we stumble… we breakdown… we hope things will not change or AT LEAST we hope time will move slowly T_T

Raya in one week


Assalamualaikum… Hello you guys 🙂 I am currently blogging while listening to raya songs.. happy plus sad.. I love this song! :)))

I guess life is starting to get really hectic now.. now that the raya season is coming in a week’s time… its gonna be really tiring but I just want to enjoy the moments especially with my family… I really wish what I wish for will come true soon and when it does or does not, I am gonna face it with boldness.. Amin!

I love em’

My Stars


Alhamdulillah is a phrase that has been said from my mouth much frequently that other phrases in this world for the entire week…… alot of unexpected things happen in my life… much of it are gifts of joys that nothing can ever replace.. it has  been really blissful.. being under his blessings and rahmat in every steps that I take… thank you just doesn’t seem to be enough.. Alhamdullilah, syukur Ya Allah :’) the tears of joys, the sounds of gratitude, the words of joys.. I am always thankful for these rezeki…

The classification result of my degree programme had been revealed last Tuesday. The summary of my 5 years struggles in UBD.. It is finally out!!! Waken by Eyan, i was subconsciously awake… head was spinning… mind was lost… i was puzzled but Eyan’s voice was clearly heard to my ears… ‘Mui tani dapat Second upper’ i think I responded to her by saying “yawah!!!” but then I think aku tidur balik..ahaha ceh! adakah patut… dalam otak ku macam banarkah yang ku dgr tadi… then i heard Eyan’s and Hana’s voice macam nangis2 so I was like.. is this for real??? then I woke up… saw their red eyes…. i was mostly awake… lama ku duduk arah my sofa… not thinking but mcm blank bah…. their voices.. the news… I hear but I don’t listen….. i was puzzled…. i think mcm batah ku blank atu.. i decided to go to the bathroom… freshen up abit…. a sudden goosebumps run to my veins… i was finally able to digest the news…. Syukur Alhamdullilah!!!! HEHEH I actually wanted to hug them but malu ku..ahaha lapas tu pikir2 lagi how am i gonna tell my family.. its not hard plg but I’m afraid that I’ll cry and inda tecakap.. typical me tu kalau overwhelmed.. ahaha Bismillah… called my mum.. as i expected.. menangis plg inda tecakap for the first couple of minutes..ahaha talked with my mum… text my family and friends about the good news… We were the happiest humans alive at that time!!!hehehe sayang Dy and Tan woke up late..ahah that moment was really precious lah…… its like we begin the journey together and end the journey together jua…… really beautiful bah….. I wanted to hug you guys..heheh p malu ku…. but i want you guys to know that I’m really proud of us… facing all the hardships together….. laugh like there is no tomorrow….. our memories are one of the things that always keep me going despite anything… When Im alone, when I’m sad the memories of you guys always bring a smile to my face and most importantly I am so thankful to have friends who will be there for me whenever I’m in trouble, believe in me whenever I had the doubts, never underestimate my potential, is there for me whenever I need a friend….. I am so blessed to have friends that I would not trade for anything but I would try my best to do anything for them… 

I am also thankful to my family who always believes in me.. who teaches me to be strong, to be thankful for everything, to be the person I am today.. they teach me to be strong they teach me to inspire they teach me to be a better person each and everyday of my life… to have such wonderful parents who are always there for me who always prays for the best and give me the best… who hugs me when tears fall down from my eyes… who trusts me over anything… my siblings who has always been so wonderful to me.. you guys are my bestfriends forever :’) 

I would also like to thank everybody for everything, anything, whatever it is that you have given me… May Allah bless us all! Amin! Thank you Allah for all the rezeki that you have given me….. :’) 

Thank you tikah for posting the pic! 🙂

Here are some of my blog posts when I was still a UBDians 😥

Hampir ke situ

23TuesdayNov 2010

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Exam just started yesterday….. went thru the first paper yesterday.. science paper…. Really thankful that I was able to finish the paper in 2 hours.. time management… time management is really important in exams.. especially now when all the papers are reduced to 2 hours and there’s no longer 10 minutes reading and jotting down points time allocated for us….. huhuh i was pretty nervous yesterday…. banar… nervous berabis ku…… my brother bawa jalan2 and makan2 before the exam pun aku rasa resah saja.. makan pun inda ku beselera….nervous berabis…… i hope i’ll be doing okay after this.. will be having my exams tomrrow, thur, sat, mon and wed… my final exams in UBD… huhuhuh gotta be strong…… looking at my close friends face always make me wanna hug them *boh tebongkar rahsia..ahahah* i dun wanna end our moments in UBD….. everything is so perfect….. gotta let go sooner or later…… we’ll still be friends even if inda lagi UBD.. kan kamu??hehee Good luck UBD-ians!!! Good luck my 18+7 friends~

A lil something from the heart 🙂

18ThursdayNov 2010

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Salam my dearest readers…. how are you guys doing? im currently not in my tip top condition.. huhuhu but hey, i’ll be okay.. Ya Sudahlah like Bondan said..ahaha Thank you to you wonderful people who care so much about me :)i’ll be okay~ its revision week for us, the uni students.. exam is just around the corner and i seriously do not know how well and how far i am doing at the moment.. and seriously this semester’s courses are kind of chalengging especially in undergoing its exams.. two of my courses are merijapppppp where there are no notes given just points and slides given by my fellow collegues for their presentation.. i hope.. really2 hope we are on the right track.. Sejarah 3 is kind of a headache.. not that i’ve started revising but looking at the previous presentations makes me shiver.. how am i gonna get thru this? im not sighing.. its just a matter of me being ready or not to go through my final and last exam (insyaAllah) during my 5 years in uni.. maths lagi.. paning kepala ku eeee… ingat maths ingat Mr. *tut* aissshh… STREEEWWEEES!ahaha

lets put all that aside dulu.. lots of things are coming to an end in my life right now.. my uni life, my hostel life (which literally had ended couple of months ago..ahaha), my coupon life (oh my!), my Ummi Solomeh life and etc.. lots of wonderful things that means alot to me.. i will surely miss driving to uni early in the morning… selalunya time driving tu th ku reminisce my life.. the ups and downs of my life.. been so sentimental for a few week ani during driving.. mesti titik2 airmata ku.. i’ll surely miss the lovely ladies.. EDH.. Went thru lots of wonderful memories with them all this while.. i always feel so blessed and lucky to be a part of the wonderful friendship.. u can always count on them.. whenever you need a hand, trust me.. they are always there for you… and i never lack that from them… when I need someone to talk to.. when i need someone to be with me.. they will be there…. we have gone through lots and lots of things together.. for 5 years… its a lie if i say our friendship is always great and cheerful.. but im proud to say, the best thing about our friendship is that we accept each other for who we really are.. no matter what happen, at the end of the day, it is still we ourselves and us… Mumui, Dyane, Eyan & Hana.. :’) for couple of years ani.. we also get to be with these 2 wonderful people, Mena & Tan.. they are part of us now.. we have spend so much GREAT times together.. the time spent together is something i will forever missed and never forget.. Love kamu semua *big bear hug*  :)


Sob Sob T_T

Our little hero


Assalamualaikum…… Hello you 🙂 I’ve got so many things to update here…yehe~ but I’ll try to keep it short cos we’re kinda busy here at home cos karang malam got Majlis doa arwah at home with the big family and the villagers jua.. anyway, few days ago there was this news about an accident in Tutong where the car’s handbreak was broken kali the car termasuk ke sungai tutong.. you guys ada meliat this in the news?? if im not mistaken two died and one survived.. ok, kalikan..heheh jeng jeng jeng… the other day the kids were busy talking before the class starts.. selalunya aku jarang join in their stories.. kadang just ‘ohhh” or ketawa or senyum… if drg bawa cerita baru ku cerita… but inda semana2 this boy’s story caught my attention…. he said, the other day, i save a guy from drowning… and i was like….. WOW! kali ia ckp teacher ada liat berita?? and then that news suddenly pops into my mind?? kan melumpat ku, “ahhhhh yang berita kereta masuk dalam sungai???????’ he said, “awu cher.. aku meyelamatkan urang atu” and one point i was like, eh banar kah anak ani….. kali ia ceritalah cemana ia meyelamatkan orang atu… ia menyalam… ambil kayu and pacahkan ceramin kereta orang atu… and keluarkan orang atu dari kereta.. yang buat aku pecaya anak ani is ia bukan jenis yang becakap.. yang jenis if ia rasa becakap then becakap.. bukan bibiran or yang jenis capi2.. aku mcm WOW! a year 6 bah……. tapi badannya kinda big jualah for a year 6.. tapi i was really proud lah… if i were him, bangga berabis ku… oh my… basar pahalanya menyelamatkan orang…. May he will be blessed forever… amin3…… :’) then i told the other kids to give him a round of applause for his bravery……. ❤

And yesterday, i went to UBD with eyan to print our transcript.. sedih lagi ku… before this ada plg rasa ku sdh mcm BYE2 UBD… tapi looking at the transcript yesterday mcm mengiyakan YOU JUST COMPLETED YOUR DEGREE PROGRAM.. huhuhu and i was really happy jua to see my final semester’s result.. Syukur Alhamdulillah~ hehe and today kami baca doa arwah for our family members that has left us… and went to a better place near Him….. Al-fatihah to my late grandfather who i really missed :'(, my late grandmothers and my usu Norhaya… Al-fatihah 😥 i really miss them… may they rest in peace and ditemptkan di antara orang-orang yang beriman… amin3…….

His empathy


Hello you dearest… its been a while :)hehe how are you doing? im currently watching Aku bin Abdullah with my family… huuhuh sedih jua eh… dengan lagu2nya.. huhu rawan ati ku…

Anyways, I’m the type of person who really believes in “EVERY CLOUD HAS A SILVER LINING”

Every cloud has a silver lining means that you should never feel hopeless because difficult times always lead to better days. Difficult times are like dark clouds that pass overhead and block the sun. When we look more closely at the edges of every cloud we can see the sun shining there like a silver lining. –

Few days ago life has been really rough for me… the feeling of giving up… despair… abandonment.. many mixed negative feelings.. i was really in my down moments.. at one point i almost gave up.. but never did i underestimate His empathy towards His servants.. I thank You dear Allah for always giving me a new hope.. a new form of happiness.. for never giving up on me.. for always believing me….. T_T Alhamdullilah~ 

I still remember dulu when i was feeling very down, kali on my way tu I saw a really beautiful rainbow right in front of me while driving… i cried in the car.. its like He is cheering me up T_T the other day i was going out but i was feeling kinda sad but everything was really smooth.. traffic lights were green all the way, The Mall was crowded but I got parking right in front of the main entrance… i got discounts.. i got free cake for buying a certain amount of foods.. i feel really WOW! i cried… MasyaAllah… T_T

A boy’s spirit


Hello you dearest… after the cousins’ wedding and all, i have been quite relax..hehe *grin* i have lots of time downloading series, FB-ing, twittering.. but then i decided to rest all those aside (except blogging.. i can’t skip my blogging habit cant i?hehe) and focus more on my life  … the real life… works, family, home, social life, house, sis’s wedding and etc…

Anyway, im here to update a lil about one of the happenings in my current work where there is this student named K who had this really amazing determination, motivation and hardwork in his studies. he came early to class… but his problem is he persevere quite shortly.. he gives up easily.. he had problems in writing especially in spelling but i find him a really smart boy.. ia really2 full of spirit lah if belajar.. one time i ask my students to bring one file.. to keep their papers cos aku pantang meliat my papers durang masukkan dalam bag tarus and at the end of the day, kuluk2 kuyak2… so i told them to buy a folder for my class.. just one saja.. can mix the papers according to subjects i don’t mind.. kali the next day, he proudly showed me four files… for each subjects that i taught and he says this to me, ‘aku mau berjaya teacher aku mau berjaya!’ time atu i was very overwhelmed by this student’s motivation… in my heart i was praying may he succeed in life.. Amin.. so the other night, after we had our quiz his team did not won the game.. and unexpectedly, i heard someone crying… its was this K boy…. i took deep breath cos i don’t want to be conquered by emotions as well… i asked him why is he crying.. but he didn’t answer… his friends said because his team didn’t win… i said, ‘it’s okay… try harder next time.. your team can win if you guys try and study harder” then he said, “aku inda mau fail teacher, aku inda mau fail! aku selalu fail di sekulah teacher! aku inda mau kecewakan mama bapa ku teacher” looking at his sad face breaks my heart into pieces… how much he really want to achieve that goal at a very young age.. i almost cried because when i was in school and uni i also had this hope of not wanting to upset my parents and to make them proud.. i was able to feel him.. i almost want to hug him… i took deep breath again… upon walking to my table, i was holding back my tears… i sat down.. the class was very quiet than usual… i started talking when i was getting a hang onto myself.. i decided to tell them stories of my life…. which i never told anyone before… i almost cried… some students cried….. i was overwhelmed… at the end of the class, the students promised me that they will study harder to succeed and they will never give up……. i was glad…

Last night, i had my social studies class and K is taking this class… i was very happy to see changes in him…. when he don’t know anything, he’ll ask.. kalau before he’ll say, ‘inda ku tau teacher’ but yesterday i can see him trying his best… and that paid off when he got the highest mark of them all during yesterday’s class.. i’m really happy… if he works harder… with all those determination that he has in himself, im sure he will succeed in life.. InsyaAllah :’)

A little something about me:


1. I don’t like too much mayo in my food

2. I love sour drinks; orange, lime, lemon juice… the more sour the more i like…hehe

3. I always find after- shave guys amusing…ahah LOL

4. When I have a lot of things to think of, I like to  remain quiet most of the time… when i’m quiet or when i do not entertain you, it does not mean im angry *wink*

5. I can be in two extremes… super rajin & super pemalas…..ahahah

6. Not a pengusut type of person but if I do, I must be really-really-really upset then…